Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Mental Freedom

 

            The conscious mind is by nature free, but it doesn't always feel that way. The feeling of freedom is different than the reality of freedom. After all, a man may be hypnotized to say certain things, and feel he is saying them freely.

            Freedom is the feeling of power. Power is both in following established habits, especially storng, healthy, efficacious habits, and also modifying them as needed. Freedom from and freedom to are two ways of looking at the same thing. A freedom from a thing is nothing until it is a freedom to do something else. Even "doing nothing," is doing something. We say a man is free from the government, if, say, he lives in a state of nature, but we would not say that animals or rocks are free from the government, for the man may use his freedom to do something he couldn't otherwise do. Insofar as he lives his life the same either way, perhaps avoiding taxes alone, he is only free from government taxation, which means, again, that he is free to use his money in other ways, assuming he can find a venue to receive and give money -- for the world is run on money.

            Assuming we are living in the world (an economy of laws and property), and in a family (an economy of sex and power), then we are situated. This is the place that the cults wish to free us from by giving us another setting. Both Jesus and Siddartha (the Buddha) have at the core of their ethic the same teaching: poverty and celibacy. This is the most intimate, basic practice of the traditions. Money and sex, property and desire, government and family, ownership and love -- these situate us. And how we are situated is determined by convention. A man pleasing himself in the woods, if caught, is put into jail, but if he does the same thing in his bedroom, nobody would care. It is by sex and money that we are controlled, dominated, made part of the system. And what a Christian is, at his purest is independent of the World, living in it but not of it, putting the idea in its place of the kingdom of heaven.

            Popular Christianity is the opposite of what Jesus taught and lived. They pick up on his ethics, and they make the world out of the exclusivist statements the gospels put in his mouth (especially the least historical gospel, which is entirely fictional, in which Jesus says "Nobody gets to the father except through me" -- which, incidentally, shows a total ignorance of the fact that the father is a part of the mother). Jesus never supported "family values" and his entire ethic subverted, loudly and purposively. So did the Buddha's who left his wife and baby behind, never to return -- though there are pious stories of them later becoming his followers. These ethics are, of course, utterly selfish, it is the well being of the self, at the expense of family and city, that is the heart of Christian and Buddhist ethics. Family and world, sex and money, are evil -- that is the basic insight.

            Of course, such groups use family and business as metaphors for what they do, as a "brotherhood." They use the terms, the mental associations, the philosophy and meanings of hte institutions they mean to corrupt and dismiss.

            That, for them, is mental freedom. A monk goes into a cell to be free. If he can lock himself in and stay there for month, eating bread and water, praying, then he considers himself most free. Free from the world, free to love God. Free, really, to comprehend his own soul, study it and work with it -- for that is what prayer and "love of God" pragmatically mean to. The rest is just a convenient mythology and superstition to cover the actual purpose and apparatus.

            As allists, how are we free? Well we've seen the handles society puts on us. It controls us through the law and through morality. Religions use the same controls. With a language made subtle through countless generations of ingenius fine tempering, through every method of psychological torture, the pastors and evangelists have always found ways to condemn the "wicked world." The pragmatic result is a world that remains as wicked as every yet asks for forgiveness on a regular schedule. The church, for giving this system of mental hygeine, in which guilt is purged through repentence, asks a small stipend.

            Morality, strangely enough, gets associated with religion, as if to be very moral would mean to be very religious (when has this ever been the case?), and to be irreligious is to be immoral. But as far as ethics and morality -- Greek and Roman words for philosophical ideas -- are concerned, the rationality of ethics, nonbelievers and atheists are by nature the more honest and moral, because they lack the apparatus that opens up and allows perpetual vice.

            Where does that put us? How do we remain free in this world of conflicting ideologoies, of religions that act like business, advertising with hooks to snatch our souls? Or with atheist groups who have their own agenda, humanist groups with their own ax to grind, with so many groups trying to sucker us in with rhetoric of faith or rhetoric of reason? How do we remain utterly selfish while yet bettering the world and raising a family? For it takes a much stronger soul to be independent with money and sex than it does to be independent without them.

            It is for this reason, of course, that a man like Emerson is spiritually superior to the Jesus of the gospels and the Buddha of tradition. He did not have to forsake the world to preserve the must sublime and exalted personal independence. In this, he is the type for us all.

            And so we have identified one way to free ourselves. We are certainly freed of popular morality, popular religion, popular culture, popular tastes, not if we lack morality, religion, culture, and tastes, but if, in fact we have our own self-defined worldview. This worldview is not something I am giving you with allism, as if you would believe me, believe in me, have faith in me, but that you would equal me, adapt the tools I present, and adapt your own as well, so that you in your person can be that independent self-defined God, not who hides in his heaven like a nun in her convent, but who walks the streets and loves the people face to face, smile to smile, and not through a proxy son or prophet. We speak the direct truth. Directness as well as distance characterize our demeanor. Having nothing to prove, we seldom insist.

            The ability to meta the system is a basic tool in our tool box. Are you for the rights of same-sex marriage? or you against them? as this is a contemporary issue here, it is hard for us not to be drawn into taking sides. And those who dont take sides usually do so from apathy or having more important things to think about. But what if we care? Are we flexible enough to take one side, and then the other? Having done that is not to meta the system, but to toggle positions. To meta the system is to imagine both sides as game pieces, and to act as umpire to the gods playing that game. And beyond that, one can change his metaphor and see it not as a game, but to stand above the umpire and see him too, as part of the dance. When we take the place of viewing history as the dance of unfolding of Mattrall, we are closest to a universal perspective. Nor is that our ultimate resting place. After having tried all those perspectives, we slip back inwards, leaving an eye at every perch, so finally we are back where we started, with the various stars as our own perspectives looking down.

            There must be no literary contraband on your list, no author, no viewpoint, no criticism and endoresment you would fail to consider. To open yourself to every line, even the monstrous, or the infamous, the criminal, or, much to the same effect, the critics of your religion or your lack of a religion, the other religious confronting you, whatever -- it is ascetic and safe to "die to the world." It takes a much stronger God to live in it, survive, and hold your integrity.

 

 

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Saturday, June 9, 2012

the character of William James -- initial notes

William James

 

1. Impressionability

 

            The key to William James is his impressionability. His style of writing is less a serious of ideas than a serious of impressions, and long extended quotes characterize all his writing. He was a man with a demon, and that demon drove him to great heights and earned him his high heaven: the struggle of his intellectual conscience against his desperate need for love made the dynamo that drove his life and work forward.

            He is least honest with himself, and also most interesting, when he speaks of moral matters. The Gospel of Relax, for instance, which is based on his being impressed by, but of course never willing to follow, a moral tract about how we should give up our worries, relax. He exhibits a series of American vices as if they were virtues, and damns a few American virtues as if they were vices.

            Expanding on his thesis that acting is feeling, he admonishes us to "Act to be." The outer makes the inner, and if you just go along with being a Christian, you will really be one. James was not a Christian but always wished he could. He intellectual conscience would not permit it, yet his love and need for love ever desired it.

            In this essay we see some Americanisms arising early: science fiction as social commentary (his friend imagines a future we we've devolved into helpless infants), the high praise of exercise (a distant echo from the Greek gymnasium), and the American preoccupation with what would later be called "Stress." The essay is more or less an expression of anxiety about anxiety, and nowhere does he come across as a man who actually has achieved what he recommends. The source of the irritation -- and James is an oyster, his essays are pearls that come from years of irritation -- was hearing a distinguished European psychologist complain about American nervousness in the face. Here New England becoming the new Polestar for the next two centuries, and James takes some foreigners criticism about our nervous eyes at face value.

            But James is superficial, a genius of superficiality, and even recommends it in this essay. He sees self-reflection as the source of mental constipation, freezing free-associations, and recommends that we just take life easy, not reflecting on our happiness or sadness, but just breezily doing our activities -- for that is the try way to be happy. Such advice James reports from impressions of other people: he never describes himself in matters of advice. That certain geniuses were in fact highly self-reflective he doesn't seem to admit, although such a condition completely characterized himself.

            Characteristically, he ends his essay on the Gospel of Relax quoting some French neurotic who, after suffering years of panic attacks and paroxysms about his doom in hell, suddenly found peace that he was fully serving God in ever aspect of his life. Again, taking such reports at face value -- the only way James knows how -- he sees this ease in life as having cured the man's anxiety, when in fact, the persistent anxiety of hell is exactly what holds his comfort in place.

            "Know thyself just gets in the way," James might have said. In this, James is different than most Americans, in that, he wishes he could be as superficial as them, but can't.

            But his appreciation for the common man is almost Whitmanian: "One of the most philosophical remarks I ever heard made as by an unlettered workman who was doing some repairs at my house many years ago. "There is very little difference between one man and another," he said, "when you go tot he bottom of it. But what little there is, is very important." James is an equal opportunity impressionist, and like Teddy Roosevelt is willing to greet servants as equals.

            Allergic to the word "we," James is by nature. He is somewhat akin to his brother's ideal of a good novelist: "Somebody on whom nothing is lost," but he only intuitively senses the deeper meanings in things. He doesn't have a strong stomach: things come out in the same form as they went in.

            It is no easy matter to speak intelligently upon matters of which one has no experience. Thoreau, in "Life Without Principle," makes it cardinal not that a speaker be interesting or popular, but only that he speaks from his intimate experience. And yet James is able to speak convincingly of Mystical experiences in his chapter of Varieties of Religious Experience. Surely enough, he makes mistakes which a genuine mystic would make. For one thing, he is too credulous to believe mystic's accounts of their own experience, which, unfortunately, are usually more pious than accurate. Josephs Smith, for instance, modified his vision of the Father and Son many times over the years. And a good Catholic, if he were given some mystical insight that was heterodox would naturally tweak it to fall in line with what the church already decided was the truth long ago. The meanings different mystics give to their experiences are akin to the meanings people give to their dreams the next day. One gets the impression that most of the related content of the dream was invented while groping for the original experience.

            His case that mystical experiences are ineffable is surely negated by successful examples of religious art, and getting those experiences in the first place comes from knowing that they are possible and following a set of behaviors that make them more likely. Like deep romance, these experiences are possible only because we have heard stories and believe them. His statement, for instance, "No one can make clear to another who has never had a certain feeling, in what the quality or worth of it consists," is surely negated by the novels of his brother, which stage and incite certain feelings a person would likely never encounter unless they were so artfully evoked. "Ineffable" is just an exaggerated term of strong praise. No artist believes in it, and no psychologist should be so quick to credit it.

            His worse error is to associate mysticism with passivity, which is merely an ascetic prejudice: the mystical states of the great artist and musicians have always been active. As a man who has felt them both, I know they are not different in kind. Further, the prejudice that the ego cannot sustain, let alone create religious or mystical experiences, has been a flat out falsehood so strongly affirmed in the East that it seems unthinkable at this point it could be otherwise.

            He would do better to say that mystical states are highly personal and subjectively of great importance. We could not, therefore, dismiss as neatly and completely the possibility that groups experience a mystic union when they worship together. For instance, the living experience of the Shakers who regularly experienced ecstasies and epiphanies in groups is never referenced.

            Thus the uses and limits of his approach and style become apparent to anybody who already knows what he reports. His lack of critical faculty, or the ability to doubt and undermine the reports he hears, is probably his biggest weakness, as well has his unwillingness to affirm himself and take his own experience, realistically and not ideally, as of center importance, are what make a man like Emerson a revelator, and a man like James a repeater. If Whitman was Narcissus, James was Echo, repeating back the important things of what he hears.

 

 

 

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Friday, June 8, 2012

mysticism (continued)

 

            Religions attempt to be sexy with paradoxical language, negative theology, and moralistic grandstanding. The greater they believe they are humble, the more thorough their spiritual arrogance. The Christians, who believe all other religions lead to hell, are among many spiritually arrogant religions. The Hindus regard their yoga experiences as the deepest, the best, the only real.

            Anything at all may be spiritualized from circumcisions to martyrdom to vomiting to poison drinking, which are all aspects of Christian spirituality across the various sects. To spiritualize a thing, after all, need make use of a material, but another material may have likewise but supercharged with similar meaning.

            The language of their mysticism becomes stereotyped and conventional, so that Pentecostals speaking in tongues sound alike, as do Catholic mystics and saints who are especially morbid in their experiences of the divine, speaking of death, being raped by God ("ravishment"), feeling the decay of their body, or worldliness, or pride, feeling profoundly guilty and convicted, all mixed into a series of symbols involving stigmata, if not images of hellfire. This exquisite poetry of death is they way they let themselves feel union with God. They would not let themselves feel it in any other way.

            The language is conventional, and an American would use a different accent. Whitman uses beautiful optimistic erotic images describing a sense of sinlessness, as in, there is no such thing as sin in anybody, and equality with God as a brother -- "Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear and sweet is all that is not my soul...I believe in you my soul, the other I am must not abuse itself to you, and you must not be abased to the other....swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and knowledge that pass all the argument of the earth, and I know that the hand of God is the promise of my own, and I know that the spirit of God is the brother of my own, and that all the men ever born are also my brothers, and the women my sisters and lovers, and that a kelson of the creation is love...In me the caresser of life wherever moving, backward as well as forward sluing, to niches aside and junior bending, not a person or object missing, absorbing all to myself and for this song...of every hue and caste am I, of every rank and religion...Walt Whitman, a kosmos, of Manhattan the son, Turbulent, fleshy, sensual, eating, drinking, and breeding, no sentimentalist, no stander above men and women or apart for them, no more modest than immodest...unscrew the locks from the doors! Unscrew the doors themselves from the jambs Whoever degrades another degrades me..."

            "I shall never believe that any soul who does not posses this certainty [of catholic dogma as I do] has ever been really united with God" said Saint Theresa. This, of course, speaks of her limitations, not any divine opening of her mind.

            The Buddhists, however, seek a union with nothingness, and create an artificial and achievable ladder of increasing feats of enlightenment.

            The Sufi Al-Ghazzali believed that his deep mysticism revealed to him the "certainty that the Sufis are assuredly walking in the path of God," as opposed to alternative paths. "The prophet [such as me and other mystics] is endowed with qualities to which you possess nothing analogous, and which consequently you cannot possible understand."

            Such is the spiritual presumption and arrogance of the yogis in Samadhi and the Buddhists in dyana, who like children think they best celebrate their own experiences by discrediting the experiences of others, not unlike the boy who brags that his dad can beat up your dad.

            "If money could but disappear from earth, I feel it would remedy all our ills," said Theresa, who also mocked disparagingly at "worldly" concerns for honor. Of course this is merely affirming the dogma already known in her church. Spiritual arrogance is the more profound and insidious the more a man or woman feels herself to be humble, and especially when she imagines herself uniquely humble and therefore in a position to mock at pride.

            Such traditions do give mystic experiences, but they misuse them insofar as they try to close the door on others who go a different route.

 

 

 

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a note on mystical experiences

Mystic Experiences

 

            Mystics are as annoying as lovers. Mystics, like lovers, have genuine experiences that, having had them yourself, you can detect as real, and sense in what cases they are faked. But the mystic's use of conventions and stereotyped language -- "All is One" "God is Love" "Man is Immortal" -- annoys us who not only know and have become God, but also emanate realities greater than God. The "infinite ocean" they prate about, though to them it seems the keenest, greatest, sharpest words to what in their minds is "ineffable" (ineffable, that is, from lack of skill in expressing it) sounds as annoying to us as the "lovey dovey" letters and poems of simple lovers, who, though feeling intensely a love that passes understanding, nevertheless fail to convey this, lacking artistic sensibilities.

            What a smug smile this mystic has, when the doubter scoffs that he has really experienced the trinity. He barely hides his pity for the lesser mortal, who must be forgiven for he knows not what he says. But what is his ecstasy, after all, but an intense doubt that managed to worm deep into to tap an energy source? Mysticism is doubt transfigured. It is, after all, the exact same doubt, but in its adult form, looking as different from its crawling form as the imago from the grub. No wonder, then that the Saint experiences the Awesome revealing of the verity of the holy trinity, but the Hindu views Shiva in all his glory. The wine is genuine, the cups artificial. They put real experiences in conventional forms and would seek to justify a chipped plate by putting a fine meal upon it.

            The mystics are too superstitious about their experiences. They are quick to sneer at mystics who conclude differently. And the divines of other religions they are even willing to call demon-inspired. Clearly a mystic can remain a fool. Merely because a man is given the creative fluid of supreme importance does not mean he knows how to apply it, and even when he applies it to good use, he reveals the narrowness of his mind when he criticizes those who use it differently. These people do not yet know that they were not given this experience by an external God, but released their own inner energy from their innermost being. They are so quick to want to justify tradition, not knowing that traditions are just external forms meant to suggest the inner heaven, not compensate for it. The are, in other words, still sectarians, still angels to a God with a Name, some limited divine who is upset when others use a different name or form or image.

            Religions and traditions give the outer form that best allow the inner experience to happen. They are merely jealous when an individual finds the way in the privacy of his study or alone in nature. They would lay a curse on any divine who was not blessed specifically and only by their God.

            In this sectarianism there is yet strength. Religious groups give light forms of mysticism merely by convening, so that when they hymn together or serve together or are persecuted together, they feel the real energy of their God shared between them, for they are one spiritual body. They are blinded to think they are the only such body, and such ignorance does give them strength. Even ignorance has use, and many a man accomplished the impossible because he was ignorant of its impossibility.

            Ama, who is All Divine, whose body is all the divine things ever discovered or created, and all that will yet be discovered or created, is right eye Allfather, left eye Allmother, upper lip God and lower lip Satan -- Christ is her chipped tooth, Buddha is her belly. All prayers, whomever they are addressed to, are received by her, and she answers them through the name they were addressed to.

            And just as Mattria is all matter, all the material universe, and Ama the spiritual, the divine universe: they are yet one, one flesh and one spirit, cosubstantial, the same being in Mattriama, so that physics is theology, so that the laws of science show the laws of the soul, and visa versa.

            There is no divine outside of Ama except the innermost of each of us, which is unknown to all men, gods, God, the Universe, and Mattriama, until we emanate it out and mix our substance with hers. This, properly, is the reality of a mystical experience. The other myths, stories, and superstitions are merely different formulations of the same process.

 

 

 

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American Industry -- our central ethic

an essay about how America makes industry a central virtue.

 

American Industry (part 1)

                Industry is an American virtue, not that it is only her virtue and nobody else's, but that she makes it central. The first settlers to our country were of necessity industrious, as they were civilizing the frontier, and lacked an anciently established and rich world to support their efforts. Most of the early settlers died. Those that survived of the Puritans made sloth a serious if not capital offense.

                Benjamin Franklin, whose autobiography is the earliest important biography of America describes himself as well as the country as he praises his own industriousness in the none to modest assessment of his success. His wife is praised because she also was industrious and frugal, and of the thirteen virtues he made as central to his moral system, Industry and Frugality are central.

                "Industry and Frugality are the means for procuring Wealth and thereby securing virtue, it being more difficult for a Man in want to act always honestly, just as it is hard for an empty sack to stand upright." The man thought in aphorisms and proverbs, and his Poor Richard's almanac abounded in various forms of admonition to work hard and spend little. "I considered Industry as a means of obtaining wealth and distinction," he explained, recalling that his father had instructed since he was a toddler to work hard.

                Franklin made attempts at a One World Religion, a "Party for Virtue," which he called "The Society of the Free and Easy," whose explicit aversion was debt, and whose most prominent virtues of the 13 each member was to practice were of course Industry and Frugality. As Franklin understood the virtues to be habits of which anybody can attain through diligence -- much as William James would explain habits in his Principles of Psychology -- hard work was more than a way of life, it was the way to heaven. Unfortunately for his One World Religion, Franklin said he was too busy with work to actually establish it, and hoped somebody someday would get it going. He himself found Sunday study more sacred than church, and seldom joined any organized religion, but was too preoccupied with business to establish a religion of his own.

                Thoreau, who was haunted his whole life by railroad trains, who found him out in every nook to trouble his sleep, was a great critic of industry, viewing it as no assurance that the work being so attentively accomplishes was worth doing in the first place. "One might as well spend all day pushing rocks back and forth over a fence" he said in regard to the busy business of his fellow Americans, a busy atmosphere he counted the enemy of philosophy and poetry. His essay "Life without principle" is an outright critique of Franklin's Autobiography, though he may not have known it himself, and it certainly provided a commentary on the limits of industry. Thoreau himself preferred to reverse the Sabbath, taking six days of rest to one day of work. He was, nevertheless, respectful of diligence if the work were worthy and if it were done for love instead of for money.

                This critique of American industry reinforces even when it challenges the ethic of his master, Emerson, whose essay on Wealth from The Conduct of Life remains as vital and fecund as when it was first written. Emerson, who is capable of giving a full view of a matter, and sees through any sympathy to one side, manages to balance out his transcendentalism with a keen business sense, identify the laws of commerce as version of the laws of nature, and the laws of nature as images of the spiritual laws.

Some are born to own, and can animate all their possessions. Others cannot: their owning is not graceful; seems to be a compromise of their character: they seem to steal their own dividends. They should own who can administer; not they who hoard and conceal; not they who, the greater proprietors they are, are only the greater beggards, but they whose work carves out work for more, opens a path for all. For he is the rich man in whom the people are rich, and he is the poor man in whom the people are poor: and how to give all access to the masterpieces of art and nature is the problem of civilization.

                Money is moral. It is a barometer of morals, and the making of money is the making of character. Blessed are the rich, when they've earned their keep. They are the true benefactors of the world. It is not those who beg and plead who make a nation great, but they who work and teach and allow others to do the same.

                Mormonism, which along with Pentecostalism, Scientology, and New Ageism is America's original faith identifies itself with the symbol of the honey hive. God is not the creator, but the organizer of matter, for matter is eternal, and what is divine is organizing nature, organizing groups, organizing the church, which Jesus himself came to do: the family is the basic unit of society, and bachelors can't reach the highest heaven. Husbandry is divinity and the greatest virtue in this age and the next is industry. The imprint of the American spirit can clearly be seen in Smith's writings and teachings, and the group has become collectively the second richest organization in the world, after the Catholic Church.

                Beyond the realm of faith and its feelings, William James managed to spiritualize the idea of industry with his concept of pragmatism, which saw truth in terms of their cash value, and find the use of truth to set us to work. As he and Dewy agreed, truth are the ideas by which we practice and work; wisdom is known by her fruit. This reconfiguration of the philosophical idea of Truth itself as something known by use (truth is use) makes the concept of work, activity, industry among the highest of concepts.

                Even our prejudices refer back to this basic American virtue. If we are to negatively stereotype a race -- blacks or Hispanics -- it will be in terms of their laziness and unwillingness to work. In order to portray somebody as "not one of us," we resort not to their faith, and what they believe, but to their works, what they do. It is un-American, after all, to be lazy.

                But as we've seen in the case of Franklin, our spiritual ambitions can be swallowed up with an overallegience to industry, and throughout Europe, the great works of art were often inspired by the leisure class -- this is certainly true with philosophy. Money may be moral, but what if one wants to be like Thoreau, live in simplicity and poverty and commune with nature and nature alone? Is it any wonder that Thoreau took the Native American as an ideal type, and that the ethic of the Natives is also a living tradition in our public discourse? For work is a communal effort, but as Emerson states, one goes into solitude to commune with the divine. A man alone with himself is finally in the presence of God.

                There must be a nature limit, then, to industry and frugality, a check and balance against it, something to stabilize the nation and keep our aspirations to the eye at the top of industry's pyramid, to keep us seeking our final frontier, to making new worlds, cyber worlds, space missions. This virtue is considered the cornerstone virtue to the Native Americans: silence. To go alone, to think alone. Independence, then, is our central virtue, and after that, creativity, till finally industry, pragmatism, and practicality surround that as a final layer, to balance it. Before a man works, he must have something to work for, some deep purpose coming from the eternal center of his being, that Aboriginal Self, that was never created and always existed. Communing with the Innermost, while communing with the All as the outermost, this independence of spirit is the gravity, the agent, the control over our intense industry. At a man's centermost he is an eternal increase: it is at his periphery that he works his soul into the world soul. Work is centered on Self, and that Self of Needs gives order, direction, definition, and limits to all things, balances this against that, let's a man, after all, relax.

 

 

 

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Tuesday, June 5, 2012

"Yes and No" an essay

This is a rough draft of an essay on what I am calling a logical operation of Allism, the ability to affirm a thing. I am not claiming any of this is unique to allism, but its special use here I have attempted to lay out. How do you affirm something that has been negated. How can you use the negations that a person has imposed on you, on an idea, on a religion or belief, not only to open the possibility of following the road of its affirmation, but to simultaneously gain the power of the very negation you wish to oppose.

 

The logical operator of Affirmation allows us to have the spiritual rights to any idea, rite, god, practice, or Truth any philosophy or Religion has yet pronounced. It is a means of bypassing initiation to gain the fruits of a system. Therefore, Affirmation is something Hermetic, akin to that transgressive God who alone could travel anywhere he wishes without being barred or blamed.

 

DANI

 

Yes and No: Allistic Affirmation explained

 

 

            A basic practice of Allism (and not only Allism) is affirmation. The Allistic affirmation is such a basic, easy to use operation that it may even seem like a trick, something cheap and easy to gain an effect drastically out of proportion to the effort put into its use. And yet, as with all the mental operations of Allism -- whose logic, of course, includes all logics, as Allism has no other, includes all it sees, makes use of whatever ideas have cash and whatever logic has use -- allistic affirmation is a means to an end, a way of opening further creative thought. Affirmation is not meant to end though, or the creation of ideas, but to always and ever put them to work, to get more out of thinking, to open up, in other words, all the systems and schools that went before, and also to suggest how new schools and religions can yet be built.

            Affirmation says that every system is dynamic by imposing a blind spot. Every system, religion, political group is able to say YES by saying NO to something else. This is the inherent self-deception of any one perspective. By taking a perspective, one is seeing a thing from one direction, one way. And yet any object can be seen in an infinite number of ways. Since not even God's eyes are infinite in the head of Ama, but always guided by one self's necessity, the infinite understanding of any object is always potential: the universe will grow forever, and each of us with it.

            What this means, in other words, is that a man, woman, group, or religion is both dynamic and mortal by what it negates. What, after all, does a religion wish to make unthinkable? Not sin, of course. Religions need sin, need to create, open, and allow constant sin in the world and in themselves, to give their God something to do. Christianity is hell. A man can only have great faith when in hell. No satisfied, proud, strong, healthy, powerful man would resort to confessing supposed "sins" to a supposed "redeemer." A man must be infected with the idea of sin to come to view his inevitable mistakes and shortcomings as "sins," or as something worthy of such exaggerated shame.

            So if sin, doubt, and blasphemy are quite thinkable by Mormons, Muslims, Christians, and Jews -- indeed, Christians invented all the blasphemies they so loudly deplore -- what is it that is unthinkable to a Christian? That would be the religions blind-spot, it's self-deception, its curse of No that must be so subtle that it never crosses the mind of either Christians nor its enemies.

            However, before pursuing these riddles to their end, let's consider conscious negations. Take the Mormons. Unlike Christians (except Catholics) Mormonism is not a belief, but a way of life -- a whole way of life. These people would be Theocrats in America if they could. Like Muslim countries that make laws concerning the inner and outer life of each individual in his individuality, and not merely as a citizen, so is Mormonism a complete lifestyle. This gives tremendous comfort to Mormon True Believers and tremendous anxiety to Mormon closet doubters. Every virtue is also a vice. A good Mormon, like a good Catholic, simply does not read certain books. "Anti-Mormon" literature must not be read or even discussed. This form of negation is obvious and open, is a taboo rather than a repression. To affirm such negations as these would be easy, and would have a drastic effect on any Mormon insofar as he is already open to and secretly determined to cast off his loyalty to the group. (With Mormons, as with Muslims, the ideas of Faith and Loyalty are soldered together).

            But again, let's skirt following this line of thought were it might take us: a mere gesture at the religions is enough to suggest how they are based on negations.

            Remember that a religion evokes the human capacity to experience the sacred (an internal process) by nominating some external thing as in itself sacred. The Buddhists take the basic human experience of "letting go" of something that causes you pain as the most important spiritual process. Imagine holding  coal. Dropping it gives you release. This metaphor, this symbol, is taken for Buddhists as the most important spiritual operation. All pleasures and all pains are like those searing coals, and to become enlightened you must "let go" of all that. What is most wrong in us is when we "cling" to pleasures and sufferings. This idea is the entire point of the Four Noble Truths, where detachment from the world is spelled out as the supreme goal of the enlightened person.

            Note that the very affirmation of Buddhism, where making something Sacred, or Noble, or Spiritual counts as the highest affirmation, simultaneously counts as a negation. Letting go is all important if clinging on is ruinous.

            In the same way, the Christian's basic ethical act of forgiveness is both a sacred affirmation and a negation. Any psychologist can note that it sometimes feels good to "forgive" a person, especially when hating and resenting that person has caused ourselves anxiety and guilt. Forgiving a neglectful parent, making peace with your brother, this sort of thing has a natural value -- any person can value such an experience. The operation ceases to be natural and becomes supernatural when the action is attributed to God (whose basic function is to "forgive our sins") and then idealized into the most important activity of man on earth. We are to "forgive trespasses" so that our own "trespasses" will be forgiven.

            Affirming such an operation to such a height as the supernatural is not a matter of truth. It would make no sense to ask if forgiveness truly is a supernatural action. It is if and only if you believe it to be so. The entire myth of Jesus on the cross, sacrificing his life so that God will be able to forgive us our sins, like all myths is meant to substantiate, anchor, and justify a religious ritual, the ritual of forgiveness so important to practicing Christians.

            This affirmation negates another natural and important human function: the feeling of a grudge and the act of revenge. Such expressions of human emotions and values require no elaborate justification at this point -- though it almost seems counterintuitive to Christians that holding a grudge and seeking revenge can be good, positive, beautiful, and even sacred practices -- but a mere gesture at world literature, including narratives written in Christian countries, often present heroes who either hold a grudge or seek some form of revenge, usually under the auspices of executing "justice," which is a euphemism for the same.

            Of course, there is much more than revenge and clinging that Buddhism and Christianity put their No upon, and a thorough critique of any religion, political party, philosophy or moral system could spend endless energy in affirming the negations of the party they oppose. Allism, which affirms what is best in every system, and this according to a table of values defining the best in terms of representation of the All, which puts every other system into a network of mutual relations, necessary affirms the Yes-Saying and No-Saying of every sect, since these are necessary operations by which a group defines itself and determines its goals. Yet to be an Allist primarily means to be independent and free, to be able to move within and through competing systems, as if one had a right to be in any of them, and had the power to take their guarded ideas and values as if he or she had the right, power, and ability to remove them from their limited context.

            As our myth poses the after life: every man is justified in whatever he believes, for whatever metaphysical system he believes in -- in what he really believes in at a fundamental level (heavens, hells, nirvanas, samsaras, etc.) is what his post-mortem mind creates as a reality. Believe in heaven and really believe you deserve it, and that is where you will end up. Believe in hell, and officially believe you won't go there but fundamentally believe you will, and there you go. The mind is its own place. The Allistic difference is that an Allist alone is able to traverse eternities, to visit any heaven and hell he wishes in the afterlife.

            What this metaphysical myth of the afterlife pragmatically means for us on this earth, here and now, is that we are willing and able to slip into any religion or philosophy and claim ownership to whatever ideas we wish -- the myth justifies the ritual. And to be able to do this, to have the psychic power to do the deed, requires, as we've noted, a series of spiritual operations, including the ability to toggle affirmations and negations, to negotiate criticisms and defenses both against us and from us, and also the ability to divine not only where the taboo negations are situated, but where the repressed negations also reside.

 

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            Habits of thought are not merely free-floating, as if a man could pick up just any set of habits of feeling, thinking, talking, and behaving that he happens to encounter, as if he were a computer that is capable of installing any and every program it comes across. A man is first and foremost, before he is born and after he dies, an individual, a self-contained, self-defined, self-propelled being. The layers of the soul, which are extrinsic to his centermost identity, by degree incorporate the energies and powers of the world, which he attains first through his parents contribution to his genetic code and in-uteri environment, and then by their intended and accidental influence on his education, continuing naturally with the artificial environment, structured by political whim, scientific theory, and economical necessity, that we call a “classroom,” and including the voice and voices of his generation, his peers – all these he internalizes as layers of his own soul, which emerges, finally, with the world soul, and beyond that, in eternity, with the soul of the all.

            Holding such a structure of habit, the man has freedoms with limits. He can develop new habits, but not just any new habits. Some things he must say yes to and no to, other things he has some chance of deliberation before he dedicates himself to a yes or a no, and some things he is ignorant that he even has a possibility of saying yes or no to, until some foreign logic frees his mind, either through having a personal mental breakdown or by being exposed to an eccentric individual who is yet capable of impressing him.

            The Allist, who is an Allist by being part of some other religion or philosophy first – this is considered the larval stage of an Allist, where he is force fed the precepts of scientific materialism or Christianity, Islam or Buddhism – is necessary the sour milk by which that Allist gains his unique identify. Nor is Allism simply in renouncing and casting off that influence as if he would cut out part of his soul, but always and ever in digesting it, to find a place and function for the nutritious aspects of his education, and expelling the toxins from his system.

            Allism wishes, therefore, never to teach any such thing where a man must say “I believe,” but to give a list of logical operators that allow him to move within all the other systems, and to aim, as always, by living his life and seeking his purposes, to integrate all other systems into a perfect whole. The unification of Earth while maintaining the beauty of its diversity – E Pluribus Unum – is the global consciousness, the wide goal he has, both for Earth’s relation to itself, and also the Earth’s potential relationship to alien civilizations.

            Metaphysical, we take the innermost Self, which is each man’s unique needs, his Name, his self-increasing logos, his inner sun, to be in other words his YES. That innermost YES shines out towards the world. It structures his biological, evolutionary, psychological, and philosophical needs. The complement to the inner Necessity is the mediary Freedom, the Freedom that is Nothingness that is the Conscious mind. This mind is the NO of the system. It wills one thing a time by focusing on it and saying no to all other focuses. Being thus isolated we will a new activity, a new feeling, a new thought, a new word, a new behavior. The interaction between YES and NO, between necessity and freedom, constitutes life itself.

            An experience, when it is combined with a desire, becomes a meaning. Experiences in and of themselves have meaning only insofar as they suggest an action. Therefore, we can say that the meaning of any experience is the action it implies. What separates one group from another is of course their consciousness of their identity, their shared name – a name is a container – but more than that, every group has its unique experience of the world, and to initiate new members, including in the case of religions the children of the next generation, means to impose a specific narrow experience with limited freedom of interpretation. We call that artificially imposed experience an initiation. A person who has been thus initiated into a group, and all groups have such initiations whether they are conscious of it or not, is able to readily use the ideas of that group, to take as his own property the ideas of its philosopher or theology. An atheist, for instance, could not console his dying mom that Jesus is waiting for her in heaven. He has no right to that mental technology, to those forms and narratives, because for one he doesn’t believe in them, and also he is not part of that tradition. After all, many Christians don’t believe in god or heaven and hell as literal realities, but they are still Christians because they have been so initiated into the group. Nevertheless, Christians might balk at such a conception in a way that Jews would not.

            Initiations are trauma, a kind of rape or violation: they impose a psychic wound on the tender minds of the initiate, and mark out a conceptual space where the new ideas will reside. That is the case, even when the symbols of the initiation include physical activities such as a sexual initiation or a circumcision, or a baptism. One takes in the symbol for the group experience, and being so implanted with the group seed, he or she comes to in fact live the group experience hence forth, with greater and greater clarity.

            The psychic realities of each religion, the spiritual truths, the lived meanings, are, experientially, undeniable, self-evident, and unassailable. Insofar as one lives with a philosophy or religion, he sees the supernatural effects of his belief. Here, supernatural is referring not to a metaphysical reality of questionable scientific validity, but of something natural that is above the ordinary level of experience. Because we take these experiences as having such a high importance, they bear unique fruits. Our praise, awe, worship, honoring of, and adoration of a way of life, perhaps indirectly expressed through the worship of literary characters, or sacred stories – through religious art, in other words, and that is all the scriptures really are or need to be – is only an indirect recommendation of and confidence in a way of life that you yourself take up. In other words, you praise God so that you feel confident enough to live a holy life. Grandiose externalizations allow us a mainframe for manipulating the logical operatives that are too near our psychic center for direct access. We quibble over theology in order to psychoanalyze ourselves.

            If all this is the case, that a given group has privileged access to a group of ideas, philosophical terms, and sacred beings and powers, inside information and direct religious experience, where does that put the outsider? He is doomed to never get it, to waste his time arguing over the letter of the law, having no direct experience of the spirit of the law, or the lived experience of what an idea can mean. This is why many groups, and especially religious groups, have put their greatest hate on apostates, on those who were once enthusiastic members of the religion and now have “betrayed” the cause.

            Where does that place us? As human beings born in a country, born in a religion, or born out of a religion with neighbors who are part of a religion – this too gives a definite life experience – we have swallowed the sour milk that renders us invulnerable, and we are ready for our apotheosis. I myself, having been raised a Pentecostal Christian and an American would not disown those imposed identities, but would maximize on the powers that I’ve gained from them. Nevertheless, the Allist, as the imago, as the psychic God, casts off his larval form, and negates the outer aspects of his childhood tradition, while yet retaining the spiritual ideas of it, by keeping the logical operatives.

            As an American, I do what I recommend any person do: study the traditions of his own country and people, to take pride in his national identity. I end each day reading American Literature, such as the work of American’s Mind, Emerson, or Thoreau, Whitman, Hawthorne, Melville, Henry James, William James, Henry James. Just as William James and Dewey might try to define a set of logical operators in their philosophy – this is, after all what philosophy is for, so does every novel, painting, and symphony also embed in its flesh a wide set of logical operatives in their most fecund form: in a unique vital experience.

            Of course, a national writer is more than a national writer. He may also been globally relevant. Beethoven was Europe’s heart, not just Germany’s and Shakespeare is the world’s greatest writer, not merely the greatest in the English language. But there is a privilege, a bonus, and extra intimate vitality in reading, primarily, the writers closest to your group, to your living experience, to the life-experience you’ve been initiated into. Your mother and father may not be the most intelligent teachers in the word, but their wisdom moves you more than even the greatest philosopher’s because of their intimate relationship to your growth and upbringing. Kant, after all, spoke more from his father than in response to Hume. In the same way, our national poets, national philosophers, national divines, while addressing the entire world nevertheless resonate deepest with us.

            Where, then, is Allism located? Is it an American viewpoint? Is it a Christian, or post-Christian experience? Surely those experiences are vital to the initial forms of Allism because of how it began, with us. Nevertheless, the full apotheosis of Allism itself, as a religion of religions and a philosophy of philosophies is to transcend its origins and apply equally to the best men and women of every tradition.

            Yet we are selves are located by latitude and longitude. Here I stand. How do I use Allism to access a world of meaning? How do I spiritualize my own experiences, metamorphose my own home-born religion, and also access the intimate truths and meanings of all religions, philosophies, ideologies, and worldviews.

            It would seem, first of all, that we would require some initiation rites of our own, and perhaps other than the ones already mentioned, such as metamorphosing, and thus in a way betraying, our childhood religion, and in of course carefully studying such writings as this. Indeed, such practices are characteristic of us. The more symbolic and formal rites and rituals are expressed in a separate book from this (Allism: Religion of religions).

            A man’s maturity exists in his tone. The tone of his voice, the tone of his being, show the quantity and quality of his life experiences, show how thoroughly he has understood and comprehended them. The ability to enter any group, any world and worldview, depends on the tone of our words, the words by which we open the world. Our Yes and our No, and how we say them, will allow us not only to navigate through different world systems, but to avoid the dangers of being either seduced or condemned by them.

 

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            To approach the clarity of a formula, Allism presents the YESNO. This is the ability to dislodge an idea from the dogmatic inflexibility of its sacred position to give us access to its use. An atheist might say “I don’t believe in God,” and thus define himself and give his life meaning, in part, through his negation of an powerful idea. This is good and it works. What are charity workers other than those who say NO to suffering? Negations can be just as empowering as affirmations. The YESNO is not simply bipolar, but uses two extreme poles to wrench a concept into many directions.

            This requires some concomitant logical operations characteristic of Allism (if not each every philosophy), such as the ability to create new terms, to name, to un-name, to doubt, to praise, to condemn, all the same idea. The ability to create a new term, to either invent a neologism, or at least to use an old word for a new idea, is the ability, first of all, to think of an idea, to define and delimit it to be able to say what it is, what it isn’t, what it can do, what it can’t do. All the philosophies and sciences created specific jargons to express new experiences. An “atom” is something different to a modern physicist than it was to Democritus, though they us the same term. The experiences of both the atomists and the modern day physicists are the same – the conceptualization is generally the same; but modern day scientists mean something more carefully defined and more thoroughly experienced than Democritus meant, having the technological apparatus and the scientific methods for sharpening their senses and carefully experiences in matter what Democritus experienced in his imagination.

            It is natural, of course, to create terms. A girlfriend may put a halt to her boyfriend’s attempt to confront his boss, saying “Let’s not have a repeat of the incident last Friday.” In referring to a historical event as “an incident” that could be “repeated,” she has in effect made a meaningful term of it, an idea that can cast judgment and give guidance to further behavior. This is similar to how all terms are created, and the ability to name is a basic mental operation common to all of us.

            But though we all enter and name our experiences, there is a philosophical method for doing so that is a bit more rigorous and brings the experience and meaning a name or term stand for up towards universal use that might even be able to be past to other people, if not to posterity.

            Having the philosophical ability to identify, name, and term what we experience in a foreign system will gives us the mental objects towards which to address our yes and no. The religion, after all, and the adherents thereof, often have not explicitly formulated their meanings. The meanings of a system are in principle infinite after all, and furthermore, it is best, sometimes not to put into terms an experience, for that would invite criticism, would enable somebody to say no to what you experience as a yes.

            Therefore, as a defensive gesture, is useful to know how to unname an object or disterm it. The philosophical and spiritual realities that we express may, after all, have no place in our system, and what is the best way to escape an idea than to question its very identity. Does man have an ID? Freud claimed it was so, and this on spurious scientific claims, but most regard him as not only grossly mistaken on this idea, but abhorrently cynical in his assessment of human nature. That gives us some choices. We may unterm it, or we may reterm it. Instead of the Id being a universal psychic reality, it could be a symptom of Freud’s cynicism. It could be a lot of things. It could even be what Freud wanted it to be, and yet be dislodged from his system, and set to use in another system, either an old one or a new one.

            YESNO, as a logical operator, it to name a set of possibilities of the use of a term and to both negate and affirm them, consecutively and concurrently, and se what meanings come from that operation. It is to take the term from its dogmatic position in a single structure, and put it into the light of another structure. To get at such cross-cuts and juxtapositions, it is useful to alternate experiences, not only to read drastically different books one after the other, but to look for connections between all of life’s unrelated experiences. After all, what is life but a book of meanings, whose various situations and episodes can each comment on the other. Everything is everything.

            This brings us to another allistic operative, the universal metaphor. The logic of everything is everything is that any two entities can be metaphorically equaled, and once this has been done, the subsequent seeking of a justification for the metaphor opens up creative possibilities. To say that America is a backpack might at first seem arbitrary or silly. To explore how this could be is to play with meanings, to play a game, to explore logical relationships usually barred from serious conversation.

            That is why we say that the myths come before the religions (the rituals) and that the religions come before the philosophy. The poets give the philosophers experiences to explicate. Homer comes before Plato. To open up metaphors beyond the obviously clever and expressive to anything that is conceivable, we are able to break past the habitual modes of thinking (“what is genius, other than unhabitual thinking?” asked William James). The evaluating and heirarchizing of metaphors comes later in the process, but must not interfere with free play at this stage.

            Play after all comes before the game. In free play, there are no consistent rules other than the directive to “have fun.” Play becomes a game when the directive is no longer primarily “have fun” but to “win according to the rules” which is a higher level of fun: the challenge. To let yourself consider ideas, philosophies, religions, you need, therefore, your creative playground of misbehavior, where there are no externally imposed rules, and where blasphemy and sacrilegious are all in good fun. As we say in Allism, Blasphemy is Worship.

            YESNO, therefore, as an operative, as a bipolar treatment of an idea, is a form of play to open up creative possibilities for a term or idea, to show what it could mean for you, not what it has meant for others or what it must mean for believers. After all, once you have acquired your private meanings for all terms, there is then the justification for your use of terms, and the rationalization of it.

            The operation of reasoning/rationalizing will help us here. Religious apologetics have ever used the habit of thinking called rationalization. Reason begins with evidence and works towards conclusions, whereas rationalization beings with the conclusions, and seeks evidence. That it forges evidence, twists the facts, misinterprets ideas, and downright lies to substantiate its preconceived ideas, such as the contention that “the Bible never contradicts itself,” held in earnest by certain fundamentalist Jews, Christians, Muslims, and Mormons, not only demonstrates their loyalty to their ideas (they pride themselves on “faith”) but shows how the willing to self-deceive opens again creative possibilities. To be open to these creative possibilities while yet free from the the slavery of having deceived yourself is the aim of Allism, to see the illusions, to have seen past them, and to see the uses of both having the illusions and not having them. Disillusionment is merely one more illusion. To comprehend every layer of illusion and reality and to relate them together into a useful whole, recognizing the necessity and potential of each part, is the allistic agenda.

 

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            Allistic affirmation, therefore, is the ability to first of all affirm an established idea the dignity of having been grounded in some sort of necessity -- an obvious characteristic of all traditions, customs, and practices, even absurd superstitions -- and thus to at least consider it as having a logic, use, and right to be fairly considered; and second of all a recognition of the interacting of all ideas and systems in their mutual influence on each other, and thus an appraisal of the fact that all mankind is already globally unified and the mind of Man is one; and thirdly the ability to entertain all ideas as having potential use to yourself and your project, both in affirming them and also in denying them, either one or the other or both.

            Thus, when psychoanalysis makes a project of undermining defenses, we might affirm the health and use of psychological defenses; when a Christian condemns pride we might affirm the health and power of pride; when any author, thinker, or group makes it an important point to deny the worth and use of an idea or thing, we can easily reverse that, simply by saying Yes to what they say No to, and then creatively exploring ways to justify that affirmation. In this, the affirmation is a simple and easy tool for opening up a line of thought, a creative road already marked, albeit with a barrier, by some other sincere thinker. After all, only among Christians do you find truly diabolical persons: they learned to be evil from the paranoia of the Bible.

            Furthermore, by taking this operative and applying the mirror of reflection on our own cherished ideas and beliefs, we can open up possibilities in our own way we had not allowed ourselves to consider before. Our self-imposed limitations may soon be reinstated, but by challenging ourselves we have at least loosened the hold of the otherwise necessary dogmas of our worldview.

            Finally, by being able to say yes and no to a range of ideas and operations that confront us when we explore any religion or philosophy, we have in effect seized a system that may in self-defense hoped to freeze us out, damned us as blasphemous or otherwise disbarred us from the spiritual treasures that every tradition holds close and grants only to its most sincere members. Thus, in the YESNO, in the creative possibility of self-contradiction and bi-polar stretching, we are able to open intellectual and spiritual pathways we would otherwise be unable to guess at. Every wall is also a door. The Allistic Affirmation is the ability to chalk a door on any wall, and then in good faith, open up a literal possibility.

 

 

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Friday, June 1, 2012

The Sparrow and the Mice

The Sparrow and the Mice

a fable able having a disability

 

Once a field mouse brought home an egg to her family. But before they could quite eat it, the egg hatched and a baby bird emerged. The mouse had enough compassion to wish the bird to live, and enough sense to feed the bird worms. When the bird was mostly grown up, he would run with his siblings, the mice he had grown up with. The would dart in and around the fallen trees, the grass, the rocks. They were agile and quick. But the bird was clumsy. It only had two legs that could move it around. Its upper two "legs" were just a hindrance. The other mice put up with their deformed sibling, running ahead, and running back and playing games while the bird fell down and bashed into things.

 

One day, a head mouse proposed that the bird remove its upper legs because they kept getting in the way. This had long been a fantasy of the bird, to lose its clumsy upper legs, but he did not know how to get rid of them. When the mice proposed to gnaw the legs off -- and then let them heal -- he said he would have to think about it. He went into the woods. It was during the day time, rather than at night when mice are active, and as he sat and thought about being brave and letting the mice gnaw off his legs, he saw a creature that looked a lot like him, with a beak and two awkward front legs. But it was fluttering in the wind! The bird came down and introduced himself.

 

"What is that you are doing with your deformed legs! And how surprising to see you! There are so few mice like you and me!"

 

"I'm not a mouse, I'm a bird. And these aren't legs. These are wings!" And so the day bird took the fledgling under his wing and taught him that what he thought was a disability was instead his greatest ability.

 

So it is with our bipolar, which gives us heart storms and flights of ecstasy and eyes of the divine!

 

 

 

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